Thursday, January 20, 2011
Sunday, January 16, 2011
1am...have u seen my sanity
Its 1:14am and im laying in my bed with tears rolling down my face. In life we all make decisions and honestly don't know how some of them will work out but we hope for the best. I hate that I feel this way but did I make the right choice? I guess its times like this that force you to figure out why you made whatever decision in the first place.
My ipod just switched to John Legend- This Time... water works for real right now.
I hate feeling unsure...I hate the pain that comes with...I always feel like I get the bad end of the deal...no matter how grand it may seem... ha... right... its give and take and sometimes I need to take a step back and see where the give and take comes from....
Unfortunately I can't see my screen anymore...I'll update later.
My ipod just switched to John Legend- This Time... water works for real right now.
I hate feeling unsure...I hate the pain that comes with...I always feel like I get the bad end of the deal...no matter how grand it may seem... ha... right... its give and take and sometimes I need to take a step back and see where the give and take comes from....
Unfortunately I can't see my screen anymore...I'll update later.
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Wednesday, January 12, 2011
@drakkardnoir
So Im loving this new song by Drake. Its so soft and mellow. It just makes me want to cuddle with the one I love.
I Get Lonely Too ... song should be playing since its on my blog... enjoy
I Get Lonely Too ... song should be playing since its on my blog... enjoy
Sunday, January 9, 2011
Sunday Morning
Goodmorning loves...meditating on some things this morning... evaluating life and the importance of it. When one door closes another one opens. Today the sun is shining and im alive.. I am blessed. ~klasikmimi~
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Sunday, January 2, 2011
Love Live Life
Some things and people just can't be explained. You know the type that come around at the right time in your life and fill it with more meaning. I can say that so far I've been quite blessed. I have the best friends anyone could ever ask for and I wouldn't trade them for the world. My love, my heart my everything makes all my heartache take a trunk seat, lol. He has been my rock for years and I'm so glad that I came to my senses. No more running away from what I know, I'm facing my fears dead on.
LOVE... is a fear for me.
I have had bad experiences with this word and emotion. I would like to think that I am the most faithful person you will ever meet when it comes to friends and such. I will cut you off in a heart beat if you {mess} with me and mines...but that's for another entry. I always end up with the short end of the stick and that's where this fear comes in. When I love, I love hard... and when there isn't any positive feedback from the other, I feel stupid and theres that fear again.
2011 is going to be about facing all those fears. Loving everyone... YES EVERYONE!!! Those that hurt me, those that hate me, those that think I don't know they hate me (yea i see y'all) ... Its on... I Love You...
They say that hurt people hurt people and I'm not willing to sacrifice my family (bc my friends are also family) because someone else is unhappy. That's what it all balls down to, hurt people. Let it go, not just in 2011 but in your life. Let it go!! Go hug someone, tell someone that you love them. I know black don't crack but if you want wrinkles early on... stress!
I have a MUA career to look forward to and there is no way I'm getting early wrinkles bc of someones unhappy state. I will not allow you to take my joy and have power over my life.
So here I am... a different person, growing everyday in a different way. I love you all and you should all love yourselves. Love ends and begins inside of you. Look in the mirror and forgive yourself. Cry if you have to. Then let go of all the fear in your life and LOVE like you never thought you could.
*doing the pretty girl rock* LOL
besos
MiMi
LOVE... is a fear for me.
I have had bad experiences with this word and emotion. I would like to think that I am the most faithful person you will ever meet when it comes to friends and such. I will cut you off in a heart beat if you {mess} with me and mines...but that's for another entry. I always end up with the short end of the stick and that's where this fear comes in. When I love, I love hard... and when there isn't any positive feedback from the other, I feel stupid and theres that fear again.
2011 is going to be about facing all those fears. Loving everyone... YES EVERYONE!!! Those that hurt me, those that hate me, those that think I don't know they hate me (yea i see y'all) ... Its on... I Love You...
They say that hurt people hurt people and I'm not willing to sacrifice my family (bc my friends are also family) because someone else is unhappy. That's what it all balls down to, hurt people. Let it go, not just in 2011 but in your life. Let it go!! Go hug someone, tell someone that you love them. I know black don't crack but if you want wrinkles early on... stress!
I have a MUA career to look forward to and there is no way I'm getting early wrinkles bc of someones unhappy state. I will not allow you to take my joy and have power over my life.
So here I am... a different person, growing everyday in a different way. I love you all and you should all love yourselves. Love ends and begins inside of you. Look in the mirror and forgive yourself. Cry if you have to. Then let go of all the fear in your life and LOVE like you never thought you could.
*doing the pretty girl rock* LOL
besos
MiMi
Friday, December 31, 2010
Monday, December 27, 2010
*Bang Bang Cardigan Gang*
StoneNation... a group of fashion conscious individuals who come together for "the love of, passion for, and dedication to fashion."
I am the MUA (makeup artist) of the group and have been on my grind as far as perfecting my skill and going after my passion. To stay in tune with StoneNation subscribe to TerryMcFly.com. Even if its just to keep up with the latest in fashion and music. TerryMcFly.com is the place to go. For a more personal view into his daily adventures you can go to TerryMcfly.me.
I am the MUA (makeup artist) of the group and have been on my grind as far as perfecting my skill and going after my passion. To stay in tune with StoneNation subscribe to TerryMcFly.com. Even if its just to keep up with the latest in fashion and music. TerryMcFly.com is the place to go. For a more personal view into his daily adventures you can go to TerryMcfly.me.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
LASH OUT
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